Coming out On the other side

Featured picture created by, Phillip McAllister/ Pyro Blizzard. This fit my thought perfectly.

I find myself sitting weirdly with one knee bent and my foot behind me the other leg stretched out in front of my body. My hair is singed with still a wisp of smoke coming from the top of my head.  I am covered in soot from head to foot.  I can only hear a dull ringing in my ears, and I feel like I have been run over by a Humvee. As I take in my surroundings, all I can see is a large smoking cannon.

That’s what it feels like to come out on the other side of healing from big pharma.  I am still to this day struggling with all the side effects and scars that I have had delt to me by modern medicine.  Today I am so angry and heartbroken as I watch others coming out of the mouth of the FDA cannon’s mouth.  Bewildered suffering from the clinical mutilations that have been placed upon them in the name of health.

I cried myself to sleep last night over a young woman who has come to me after being used as a science experiment from Doctors who only know how to prescribe pills.  She has been cut up medicined up and now thrown away to have to try and heal from all the devastation they have done to her.  Want to know what she suffers from.

Trigeminal Neuralgia, haven’t heard of it?

It’s a condition that can sit in the body for an extended period of time, kind of like Lyme the way I see this described. It’s the most painful disease you can get.  It causes the blood vessels in the face to swell, causes intense pain in the face and is actually considered one of the most painful conditions you can have. The type of pain felt is usually a stabbing electric shock, burning, pressing, crushing, exploding or shooting kind of pain, often affecting only one side of the face at a time. I have never heard of this condition, but I can just imagine the headaches and the pain it would cause on the side of the face.  We all know how sensitive the face is.

There is a natural cure for it but, will the medical community say anything about this?? HELL NO!

I believe that this is a viral-like condition that lives and hides in the body, no amount of antibiotics would be able to reach it.  It probably can produce its own biofilm for protections and replicate other illnesses.  This is just an educated guess, Hey< just like Doctors DO!!

So what is the right way to work on this condition?  I would have used the same protocol as the site I am going to share with you below.

I would recommend colloidal Silver for the viral infection.  I use silver for everything. I would hate to ever be without it in my cabinet.  I use it every day to fight my Lyme and keep my immunity up.  I will add a site where I buy mine.

DMSO is used topically to decrease pain and speed the healing of wounds, burns, and muscle and skeletal injuries. DMSO is also used topically to treat painful conditions such as a headache, inflammationosteoarthritisrheumatoid arthritis, and severe facial pain called tic douloureux. It is applied topically for eye conditions including cataractsglaucoma, and problems with the retina; for foot conditions including bunionscalluses, and fungus on toenails; and for skin conditions including keloid scars and scleroderma. It is sometimes used topically to treat skin and tissue damage caused by chemotherapy when it leaks from the IV that is used to deliver it. DMSO is used either alone or in combination with a drug called idoxuridine to treat pain associated with shingles (herpes zoster infection)

Boron Increases Concentration and Brain Function, Helps Reverse Arthritis, Strengthen Bones, Balances Hormones, Promotes Healthy Muscle Mass, Prevents and Treats Yeast Infections, Heals Skin and Prevents Infections, Fights Diabetes.

Supplements like Selenium, Chromium, silica all food grade.

Magnesium and Boron: Magnesium and boron are both crucial for the health of nerve fibers and myelin sheath. You can find an excellent magnesium spray at

The article on how to use these holistic remedies and what other natural remedies to use are in the links below.

What truly breaks my heart is this, what should have been done first before this young woman was operated on three times that I know of, should have been a natural approach.  It is sad that there had to be such a mutilation done to her by our medical community.  Every one of those doctors should be fired, and she should be able to recoup what they have taken away from her.  It is even more of a crime for they did more harm and yet they are so lawyered up that nothing can be done to bring justice to her.  She will get better despite what they have done to her, but it will take years of healing her body, mind, and spirit.

I still to this day have to deal with the mental and physical mess that I was left with after the doctors whom I trusted left me with.  I am almost 80% better than I was nine years ago.  I finally see all the devastation that the benzodiazepines had left behind going away.  I lost nine years, but I gained a lifetime of how to heal myself.

So I can see myself sitting on the ground with the repercussions of the cannon’s fire still ringing in my ears as I look around and gain my bearings after all that I was put through by our medical community.  When does it stop?? When we can teach the masses that a doctor is not a god, he/she is just as human as we are and make mistakes.  That most doctors now days only know how to prescribe medicines and cut people.  There is no honor in the As a critical step in becoming a doctor, medical students must take the Hippocratic Oath. And one of the promises within that oath is “first, do no harm” (or “premium non-nocere,” the Latin translation from the original Greek.), there are no bedside manners, and they have no care for the whole as a human.

I kid you not there is no way I will see a doctor unless I am taken there unconscious, or dead.  I have no use for someone who has no care or understanding of the human as a whole.  I am not a machine nor a piece of meat with a number on it.  I do not want to sit there in a cold, sterile room while you type on a computer numbers and codes.  I am a spiritual being, and I deserve to be treated with respect and dignity.  I am someone’s granny, wife, sister, and child.

How do we stop this insanity?  We demand better, and we do not take what the doctor has to say as law.  We ask questions, halt, give ourselves time to digest their findings and start educating ourselves on different approaches to our diagnosis.  I could have, as well as others if given a fighting chance, made a much better choice if I had done the research on my illness.  I was taught to trust in another human being that I thought had my best interest in their hands.  I found out that was a lie.

Watch out for one another, be there for your loved ones, do no go alone and STOP!  Look into what you have and then make a decision.  If you were meant to die right away, then there isn’t anything in the world that will stop that.  But trust me you have time to decide.

WWYHS ( what would your heart say)


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