Moments in life

“The tranquility of the moments set apart will also affect everyday existence. In his whole being, he will grow calmer; he will attain firm assurance in all his actions, and cease to be put out of countenance by all manner of incidents. By thus advancing, he will gradually become more and more his own guide and allow himself less and less to be led by circumstances and external influences. He will soon discover how great a source of strength is available to him in these moments, thus set apart. He will begin no longer to get angry at things which formerly annoyed him; countless things he formerly feared cease to alarm him. He acquires a new outlook on life.”
Rudolf Steiner, How to Know Higher Worlds

From the Ashes, there is a reborn. Like the magnificent phoenix, there will come a time it will burst into flames and emerge from the ashes brand new. It is time to open our eyes and the change that is happening. For some, it will be too much, and they will drown their emotions, their feelings in drugs, pharmaceuticals, and alcohol. Those who have hidden from their spirit their soul will suffer much.

Not a great prophecy is it? Spirit has a way of not sugar coating the lessons of this world. The lessons we all have come here to learn. There is an order in this disorder.

I am both appalled and awed by what I see in this year 2020. I am in disbelief in the reactions and non-reactions of the people of this time. Some seem to not want to see what is right in front of their faces. Of course, a lot of this has been driven into the belief system of all, and then some will not conform. It is easy for some to go along with the propaganda and others that will not allow such a thing to happen in their life.

We have all come from that place of conformity; our very parents tried to teach us what they learned, and if we did not do as told, we were made to listen. Is this not what we see at this time in 2020?

It is the spirit that helps us find our way through this challenging time. Do not mistake that as religion. No religion is right! Only your connection to spirit is the right way.

“It would be an error to wish to spread Christianity from a center in Asia, where other peoples are still settled, and Buddhism would be equally false for the European population. No religious view is right if it is not suited to the innermost needs of the time, and such a view will never be able to give a cultural impulse.”
Rudolf Steiner, Egyptian Myths And Mysteries

I am not against religion if it is meant to be a place to come together of liked minds but also require that each individual have his own thoughts. It is about awakening to your own love for the self and then sharing that love with all.

The powerful message that spirit has been teaching me in this 2020 year is that many do not have that individual relationship within themselves. It is as if they need others to do and say what they do and say, or they react negatively. It is not okay for most to walk around as their own identity without feeling vulnerable. Why have the masses been taught that individuality is not what we want and need??

I am learning that I do not need anyone to make me happy. I can make myself happy, and this is a good thing. We have others in our lives to help us be more joyful. If that other person doesn’t compliment your happiness, then you need to reexamine the way you are reacting towards others. The relationship with another is an 80/20 relationship. And that goes for all things in life. There is a no-one thing cures anything out there in this world. So all things in your life, be it religion, doctors, job, or just life in general, is an 80/20 relationship. Let’s take, for example, your job. Your job is not you, it is a compliment; it is that 20% that helps you be happier in your life. If your job is the 80% you will feel like something is missing in your life. The spirit of the soul the inner you is the most important job you can have.

Too many times, we get derailed and find ourselves tired, depressed, anxious, and angry because we have lost our way. When we find our way back to spirit, be it accidental or by our own workings, we find peace and happiness. There is a purpose that fills our hearts, and we once more have the energy to keep moving forward. Life takes on clarity, and we feel energized!

“There slumber in every human being faculties by means of which he can acquire for himself a knowledge of higher worlds. Mystics, Gnostics, Theosophists — all speak of a world of soul and spirit, which for them is just as real as the world we see with our physical eyes and touch with our physical hands.”
Rudolf Steiner, How to Know Higher Worlds

I know I am sharing a lot from Rudolph Steiner in this blog today, it is like a breath of fresh air to read his words, even though he wrote them in the 1900’s it seems like he wrote these very words for this time and place in 2020.

I have all but gotten rid of the social media platforms, I have found that they are full of fear. The scenes the messages all negative and worthless to me. As I look into the sources, they are shared by those who are under the misguidance of comradery. They share all their fears and insecurities, and yes even I, was guilty of sharing their negative propaganda!! It made me feel lonely and depressed, it disconnected me from my heart and from spirit.

I finally allowed myself to let go of the fearporn and asked my spirit why this is happening. The reply: this is not for you, look at where you are, you are not in this you are not of this. Those who are reacting to this are meant to, they need to do this to help them awaken. I was directed to watch, but do not absorb it! I am to stand back and witness a mass awakening of those who have self-medicated to the point that they have disconnected from their very spirit. This time and what is happening is how they will get the very things they have prayed for. Awakening!

It is time for those who are the sleepwalkers to come back to the truth of who and what they are and why they are here. As spirit told me, I am in a safe place and protected, I see a story unfold. I react as I would when reading a wonderful book. It is not my story, for I have awakened to the other worlds of life, but I get to witness others find their way. How wonderful to see such a wonderous time in my life!!

“All knowledge pursued merely for the enrichment of personal learning, and the accumulation of personal treasure leads you away from the path, but all knowledge pursued growth to ripeness within the process of human ennoblement, and cosmic development brings you a step forward.”
Rudolf Steiner, How to Know Higher Worlds: A Modern Path of Initiation

Although this time in my life, the year 2020, can seem pretty overwhelming, it teaches me to go deeper into myself and find that love and honor that specialness that is me!

Life is truly remarkable if we remember to watch with an open heart and stay connected to the very breath of spirit! I would recommend that when you feel the fearporn that you sit outside or find a book and allow the world to do what the world has to do.


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