Moments in life

“The tranquility of the moments set apart will also affect everyday existence. In his whole being, he will grow calmer; he will attain firm assurance in all his actions, and cease to be put out of countenance by all manner of incidents. By thus advancing, he will gradually become more and more his own guide and allow himself less and less to be led by circumstances and external influences. He will soon discover how great a source of strength is available to him in these moments, thus set apart. He will begin no longer to get angry at things which formerly annoyed him; countless things he formerly feared cease to alarm him. He acquires a new outlook on life.”
Rudolf Steiner, How to Know Higher Worlds

From the Ashes, there is a reborn. Like the magnificent phoenix, there will come a time it will burst into flames and emerge from the ashes brand new. It is time to open our eyes and the change that is happening. For some, it will be too much, and they will drown their emotions, their feelings in drugs, pharmaceuticals, and alcohol. Those who have hidden from their spirit their soul will suffer much.

Not a great prophecy is it? Spirit has a way of not sugar coating the lessons of this world. The lessons we all have come here to learn. There is an order in this disorder.

I am both appalled and awed by what I see in this year 2020. I am in disbelief in the reactions and non-reactions of the people of this time. Some seem to not want to see what is right in front of their faces. Of course, a lot of this has been driven into the belief system of all, and then some will not conform. It is easy for some to go along with the propaganda and others that will not allow such a thing to happen in their life.

We have all come from that place of conformity; our very parents tried to teach us what they learned, and if we did not do as told, we were made to listen. Is this not what we see at this time in 2020?

It is the spirit that helps us find our way through this challenging time. Do not mistake that as religion. No religion is right! Only your connection to spirit is the right way.

“It would be an error to wish to spread Christianity from a center in Asia, where other peoples are still settled, and Buddhism would be equally false for the European population. No religious view is right if it is not suited to the innermost needs of the time, and such a view will never be able to give a cultural impulse.”
Rudolf Steiner, Egyptian Myths And Mysteries

I am not against religion if it is meant to be a place to come together of liked minds but also require that each individual have his own thoughts. It is about awakening to your own love for the self and then sharing that love with all.

The powerful message that spirit has been teaching me in this 2020 year is that many do not have that individual relationship within themselves. It is as if they need others to do and say what they do and say, or they react negatively. It is not okay for most to walk around as their own identity without feeling vulnerable. Why have the masses been taught that individuality is not what we want and need??

I am learning that I do not need anyone to make me happy. I can make myself happy, and this is a good thing. We have others in our lives to help us be more joyful. If that other person doesn’t compliment your happiness, then you need to reexamine the way you are reacting towards others. The relationship with another is an 80/20 relationship. And that goes for all things in life. There is a no-one thing cures anything out there in this world. So all things in your life, be it religion, doctors, job, or just life in general, is an 80/20 relationship. Let’s take, for example, your job. Your job is not you, it is a compliment; it is that 20% that helps you be happier in your life. If your job is the 80% you will feel like something is missing in your life. The spirit of the soul the inner you is the most important job you can have.

Too many times, we get derailed and find ourselves tired, depressed, anxious, and angry because we have lost our way. When we find our way back to spirit, be it accidental or by our own workings, we find peace and happiness. There is a purpose that fills our hearts, and we once more have the energy to keep moving forward. Life takes on clarity, and we feel energized!

“There slumber in every human being faculties by means of which he can acquire for himself a knowledge of higher worlds. Mystics, Gnostics, Theosophists — all speak of a world of soul and spirit, which for them is just as real as the world we see with our physical eyes and touch with our physical hands.”
Rudolf Steiner, How to Know Higher Worlds

I know I am sharing a lot from Rudolph Steiner in this blog today, it is like a breath of fresh air to read his words, even though he wrote them in the 1900’s it seems like he wrote these very words for this time and place in 2020.

I have all but gotten rid of the social media platforms, I have found that they are full of fear. The scenes the messages all negative and worthless to me. As I look into the sources, they are shared by those who are under the misguidance of comradery. They share all their fears and insecurities, and yes even I, was guilty of sharing their negative propaganda!! It made me feel lonely and depressed, it disconnected me from my heart and from spirit.

I finally allowed myself to let go of the fearporn and asked my spirit why this is happening. The reply: this is not for you, look at where you are, you are not in this you are not of this. Those who are reacting to this are meant to, they need to do this to help them awaken. I was directed to watch, but do not absorb it! I am to stand back and witness a mass awakening of those who have self-medicated to the point that they have disconnected from their very spirit. This time and what is happening is how they will get the very things they have prayed for. Awakening!

It is time for those who are the sleepwalkers to come back to the truth of who and what they are and why they are here. As spirit told me, I am in a safe place and protected, I see a story unfold. I react as I would when reading a wonderful book. It is not my story, for I have awakened to the other worlds of life, but I get to witness others find their way. How wonderful to see such a wonderous time in my life!!

“All knowledge pursued merely for the enrichment of personal learning, and the accumulation of personal treasure leads you away from the path, but all knowledge pursued growth to ripeness within the process of human ennoblement, and cosmic development brings you a step forward.”
Rudolf Steiner, How to Know Higher Worlds: A Modern Path of Initiation

Although this time in my life, the year 2020, can seem pretty overwhelming, it teaches me to go deeper into myself and find that love and honor that specialness that is me!

Life is truly remarkable if we remember to watch with an open heart and stay connected to the very breath of spirit! I would recommend that when you feel the fearporn that you sit outside or find a book and allow the world to do what the world has to do.


Little Spirit

Wouldn’t it be great if all the riot people would have a dance-off instead of burning down innocent stores or personal property?!

What a strange world I live in.  Where the masses have been taught by MSM to hate and to hurt.  Where is their HUMANITY!???

So repressed are we, filled with toxins and BS that the masses go outside and cause pain and misery but stayed inside because of a HOAX!  How sad!  I shake my head as I watch those who are lead by the mind and not the heart!  Where is your compassion, where is that soul connection? Where are you, little lost spirits??

Here where I live, we have a great migration of miller moths.  There are thousands of them.  It is not an ordinary event, so when it happens, it has a lot of meaning to me.  The Indians of this region called them little spirits.  They are quite beautiful, soft and have such beautiful patterns on their wings.   The dance in the full moonlight and come in to visit as they make their journey to where ever it is.

As I watch them, many will not make it to their destination.  I find the little spirits here and there, trapped in windows or in doorways.  It helps me to put my own life in perspective.  There are those of us who will not make it, in the sense that we will not learn the lessons we came here to learn.  It is a struggle but a glorious battle.

One night as I played a favorite online game with my son-in-law, I had one of these little spirits land on me.  This little guy had been bouncing off of the light near me and off the tv for most of the night.  I really didn’t pay much attention, they do not bother me, in fact, I have caught many and turned them loose.  As the night progressed, I can now reflect back to his struggles.  He or she seemed to give up and sit on the lampshade.  It crawled around here and there, casting shadows across my walls.  Then it flew down and landed on my hand while I was waiting for another game to load up.  I looked down at it in amazement. There is sat just looking at me.  It had nothing more to lose, this little spirit just sat there.  I gentle covered him in my other hand, but he didn’t fly around in my hands; it just sat there quietly.  I sat there and watched it as he watched me back.

How gentle and frail this little spirit was, and it was like he knew I would help him.  The trust made my heart feel large.  I got up and gently carried him to the back door. I lifted my hand up to let him be free, but he stayed there, still looking at me.  I gently blew on him, and he flew into the night.  How remarkable our world is when we are awake.

We are all spirit, and we all came here to learn how to live in a different life.  To grow in diversity, to engage in those things that make us pause and take in like a cold blast of air.  It is refreshing, exhilarating to live in such a time.  But I do warn you do not listen with the mind the ego, listen with the heart the spirit.  Do not take your struggles as a bad thing but a leaning to be experienced.  Do not conform to the norm but step out with exploration in your sites!  It is time for the masses to awaken to see to be connected, to be triggered, to be alive!
“He remembers that it was said to him, “Our ancestors were animal forms.” But he does not remember that these forms were gods. This is the psychological basis for the emergence of Darwinism.”
― Rudolf Steiner, Egyptian Myths And Mysteries


Be authentic

This is one of those days where I need to get some confusion out there, sometimes it helps to write it all out and then reread it to get a better understanding of a problem.

This really isn’t much of a problem, or is it?  I have now been called bias when it comes to my belief in this planademic.  I have no issues with that, it’s just that the one who has called me out, talks on both sides of his mouth.  One minute he is for the medical mafia the next moment he is all about naturopathic remedies.  I guess there really isn’t anything wrong with being on both sides, but then to preach to others how they should be reacting and behaving has me pissed off! <—- for lack of wanting to use better words.

While it is excellent that there is a wealth of information coming out, I am angry that there would be those who want to censor that information.  I see nothing wrong with both sides of this planademic coming out with their versions of what they believe is happening. There is no scientific data that can be produced from either side, so let the discussions come.  Even our own President hasn’t a clue where he stands on this issue! So why are so many so-called platforms removing or censoring thoughts from others?  I do see it as a way of hiding something that should be seen and discussed by the masses.

As the numbers come out, the world is seeing that the way this planademic was handled was not right in any way!  While there were some, who may have died due to complications brought on by the way this virus was medically treated.  I have yet to see that one person has died from this virus!  Where is the scientific data on that?!  NOT HEARSAY!!!! I want to see the real data from a third-party source, not from a bunch of paid fact-checkers!!

It is time to ask questions! LOTS OF QUESTIONS!  It is time to sit amongst your fellow beings and have discussions and listen to one another!  I am so sad to see people in the streets fighting and screaming at people in stores.  YOU HAVE NO ACTUAL PROOF OF WHAT YOU ARE SAYING AND FIGHTING OVER!!! STOP BEING STUPID!!!!

I see these world tearing it’s self apart because of a bunch of paid lies that come from a FAKE source!  It is time to gather together and talk about what we fear and what we can do to get over that fear! Stop the isolation and go out into the sun and talk to one another!  Listen from your heart, not your corrupted mind! Go to church and listen to one another, not just one man or woman in a robe!!  It is time to be a human population with feelings!  It is time to walk out of the shadows and into the light.  Listen to your heart!! Walk into that bathroom and look at yourself and love yourself.  You are smart and courageous. You can be thoughtful and kind to one another, but you have to start with yourself first!

I love that person who said I am biased, I love that he brought out in me, even more, resolve to protect, respect, love, and be my authentic self.  I do not fear the conflict, I do not have to be right.  I will have a voice and honor myself.  And I can do it with love!

“Whoever seeks higher knowledge must create it for himself. He must instill it into his soul. It cannot be done by study; it can only be done through life. Whoever, therefore, wishes to become a student of higher knowledge must assiduously cultivate this inner life of devotion. Everywhere in his environment and his experiences, he must seek motives of admiration and homage. If I meet a man and blame him for his shortcomings, I rob myself of power to attain higher knowledge; but if I try to enter lovingly into his merits, I gather such power. The student must continually be intent upon following this advice. The spiritually experienced know how much they owe to the circumstance that in the face of all things, they ever again turn to the good and withhold adverse judgment. But this must not remain an external rule of life; rather, it must take possession of our innermost soul.”
― Rudolf Steiner, How to Know Higher Worlds


Who you are

I have been busy redoing a bathroom this past couple of weeks.  It was great to get away from the normal of life and get something different done.  I don’t watch tv much I mostly read, and I work on Herbs and Naturopathic healing.  I love to learn and to keep trying new but yet old ways of healing.

The other day as I was painting my bathroom, a thought came to me.  I love to listen to The Robert Scott Bell show while working.  He brought up a question I want to talk about.

It is strange how Allopathic is all we know, it is the first thing that is used in healing.  WHY?  First off, what is Allopathic medicine ( sick medicine) I call it.

Allopathic medicine, or allopathy, refers to science-based, modern medicine, such as the use of medications or surgery to treat or suppress symptoms or the ill effects of the disease.

The keywords here are to Suppress Symptoms, pharmaceuticals, surgery, and more harm. I am not picking on doctors, but most only know what they memorized from textbooks about medicine.  There is no outside thinking from a textbook.  Allopathic medicine is not a whole of healing medicine.  This kind of medicine is all about keeping you sick or making you sicker.  The actual science in medicine has been kidnapped from what real medicine really is. Correct Natural medicine is where the whole of the body is healed.  The mind the spirit and the body are all one, and yet those very fundamental assets are never used anymore, that is unless you leave the medical community behind and go off and search for the truth yourself.  NOT MANY WANT TO WORK THAT HARD!!

Sadly I was one who was abused, harmed and shamed till I was medically injured to almost death.  I trusted and gave my power of choice over to men and women who I was told was smarter than me because they had a DUH GREE!

It has taken me over 10 years to put my life back together and heal myself from the medical injuries I have suffered.  I have done all this; naturally, my go-to doc is a chiropractor who is into naturopathic medicine!

There was a time when redoing my bathroom was only a dream as I sat or was bedridden for days. The long days of pain and suffering have become my mentor and my strength.  I can do more now than I could in my 20’s, and I am 54!!  I can run and play and get up and down off the ground, which I was not able to do just a few months ago.   I am so angry that so many walk into clinics and allow themselves to be injured all because they were taught that they have to.  I trust no doctor, nor do I trust anyone with my healing or health.  I will and have educated myself in all that the body, mind, and spirit are!  As all should do.  Never should you walk into a doctor’s office without knowing how you work!!

I get most of my news on this planademic, from those who are being banned, censored, and harassed on a daily bases.  It is like a modern-day witch hunt!! Those who are doctors of many years that started to use naturopathic medicine and dare to try and educate others are now seen as public enemy number one.  WHY?

I had a dream come from spirit last night about a young woman who was ill, I remember trying to tell her that illness is dis ease from the emotions we are not able to deal with.  As an energetic being, her repressions were causing her illness.  It is from her lack of not wanting to take responsibility for her own actions that were causing her to be ill.  She became enraged and tried to attack me.

When I awoke, I thought about the dream; is that not what we are seeing people doing right now!???

I don’t know about you, but I wonder why people attack others for not conforming to the made-up laws that I know I didn’t vote for!  Did you vote for Masks, no school, social distancing, lockdowns, no life??? Where do these people get off chasing others out of the store for not wearing a useless mask??  How shameful to see so many who are so dumb downed that they can not see how they are not creating their own day.  Those very ones who are giving up their protect Constitutional rights!

Why are they not standing up for the freedom that is theirs to have?  Is it fear of responsibility for their own actions??  Is the anger because those who would instead be repressed are angry with those who will not!? I guess being one who loves to question everything, I can not understand those who do not like to ask questions.

Those who are asleep, the sheeple who keep watching the conform message, would instead we all be conformed.  Why?  I have no want or desire to direct your life choices, and I will be damned if I will allow your misled mind to take away my choices.  It has come to a civil war between those who want freedom and freedom of choice to those who want to be lead.  I am okay with your choice but will fight till the death for mine!

But do we really need to have war?

I do not believe we have to bring out the guns and start to fight between our brothers and sisters.  I do think we need to allow all to share their thoughts and have huge gatherings and discuss what will be useful for all.  It is time to put naturopathic in the government’s vocabulary, to be accessible to all, to use nature to heal.  Allopathic medicine is fine for emergencies, like gunshot wounds or car accidents.  Natural medicine should be the first choice before allopathic choices.  It is a balance that is needed.

As we the people come out on the other side of this corruption, we should look harder at how we have been misled as well as taught to give up our rights.  Why are we being lead to the slaught house, being forced vaccinated, lockdown, and made to lose our God-given rights?  It is time to ask questions and lots of them!! Instead of us fighting amongst ourselves, we need to look at one another as allies and come together for the greater good.  It is time to protect our children or grandchildren and take on the responsibilities of our own actions and inactions.  It is time to stop being scared and angry!!

Life is about challenges, change, and lessons.  It is about remembering who we are.  I am a spiritual being having a human experience.

Rudolf Steiner, who I am now reading said it so well: “If we do not believe within ourselves this deeply rooted feeling that there is something higher than ourselves, we shall never find the strength to evolve into something higher.”

Life is not easy, but it can be a fun ride.  If you learn how to ride the waves of life!

“Our highest endeavor must be to develop free human beings who are able of themselves to impart purpose and direction to their lives. The need for imagination, a sense of truth, and a feeling of responsibility—these three forces are the very nerve of education.”
― Rudolf Steiner



Detachment from the planademic

Since disconnecting from the censorship of facebook as well as a couple of other social media outlets, I am finding that I am not having any issues falling asleep.  I am more connected to my breath, and I take more time to be out and amongst the people.  Well, I have been doing that all along.   Some would try to shame me into thinking that I am trying to kill others, and the local news would call me uncaring.

It is a shame to see the sham that is happening in our world right now.  There is brother, sister, aunts, uncles, parents, grandparents, and friends who are all going at one another on nonscientific BS. WHY???

Why are we so ready to cut one another throats and not want to see the bigger picture here?  Is it just too much reality??  Have too many drank the cool-aid and forgotten to ask questions? Why would we want to believe the worse in your own group of people than your local news?  Why would you want to give your power over to doctors who have no idea how to treat the whole of the human?  This is what I get for disconnecting to the old TV!!! MAKES ME GLAD I DID!!

It is a very confusing time, but a much needed time.  Too many have closed themselves off to their spirit and to the source.  Too many live a (and I will borrow this from our government)  non-essential life.  I see them as the ones who get up, eat, work, watch Tv, and then go off to bed.  They then get up and rinse and repeat.  It is so sad.  They are the ones who do not want to be triggered or feel a little discomfort. It is a shame to see folks attack others for standing up and asking questions!  WHY?  Do you not want to know as well??!!

This is the time that I am going to stand up and speaking out.  Damn the repercussions!  I will not become part of the sheeple! I am not just an SSN; I am a human being a spirit, and I am more than a dollar sign!!

It is time to reconnect to that inner warrior. It is time to ask questions and lots of them!! There is no need to censor, it is time we put it all on the table and look deeper into what is happening.  It is time to use your gut instincts and love for yourself and fight through the suppression.  It is time to let others be who they want to be, but hold steady in who you are.  No more do I follow the majority, I like being my one!  It is time to stand together with like-minded people and let go of those who would want to control you with their blindness.

No, you do not have to tell those who are asleep to awaken, it is up to them to step up to their own destiny, in their own time.   But you do not have to stay behind and babysit them.  It is time to cut the cords and walk where you feel your heart is leading you!  Listen to your heart!



I have disconnected from all social platforms as of Monday.  No Facebook, no Youtube that has anything to do with Covid-BS and turned off all who are out there preaching about this Crap.  I have had enough of being fear mongered.  It is time to stop this limited thinking with a chaser of fear.  No one knows for sure anything, and it is getting where there are so many lies, and with the censorship being cast upon us, there is no way to get a straight answer.  Or is there??

I stood up and put myself in quarantine from the local news and social media.  It is time to jump off this train of destruction.  I’ll be taking my own notes and watching what is happening around me.  And none of what these so-called experts are correct in any way shape or form, from what I am seeing.  My hospitals are not overrun, no body bags are littering the streets, and no one is falling over and just dying.  My 102-year-old grandmother got this virus and lived to tell about it without being put on a ventilator!!

I am not running with the pack called fear!!  I am running with the wolf as I would put it.  I am so tired of hearing from triggered assholes that only want to fight and call names.  Shame on you who would instead put people down!! It is time to disconnect the wires that society wants to put on me.  I am not one of them, nor will I ever be.

It is time to stand up and reconnect to your source, to love, honor, respect, protect, and be there for yourself.  No, the world is not going to end unless you want it to.  Put your thoughts and energies where you want, not where you do not want.  If it makes you feel sad, mad, bothered, triggered, depressed, well, that is your spirit telling you that you are in the wrong place and space.  It is your wake up call to get the hell out of that arena.

I already feel 1000 times better!!  I love not getting up and looking at my phone 100 times a day.  I looked that up yesterday before I disconnect my Facebook.  I had hours and hours there.  Why?  That is insane!! I was losing sleep, becoming angry, was fighting with friends and family members! WHY??  I felt drained all the time and could not relax.  Why? What was I gaining to be so messed up about something no one can give a straight answer about??

I am reconnecting to love of life, talking to friends, and listening to music.  My plan today is to make a playlist of my favorite music on all my devices.  I am going to water my gardens and watch my Baby Great Horned Owls.  I have three, and they are growing up so fast.  I will be listening to my blue jays, sparrows, finches, and morning doves.  We have a million butterflies coming out, wow what a spiritual sign that is!!  There are signs from the spirits, and I was missing them because I was all into this crazy BS of the Hoax, the non proven BS that is being spread!!

I am sad that I lost 2 months of my life to Fear and Hoaxes.  I am mad because I gave up my freedom by listening to the news and watching as people lost their shit on social media.  NOT ONE MORE MINUTE WILL I GIVE!!! NOT ONE MORE SHIT WILL I GIVE TO FUCKERY!!  Don’t like my word usage, well stop following me!  I am okay with that, in fact, I would be very proud to have it happen.  I am so done with all this corruption and dishonesty.  I am not here to make you feel better.  You are not here to make me feel better. You and I are here to make ourselves feel better!  You are here to protect and serve your own way of life.  You are here to be healthy and free!!  SO ACT LIKE IT!!  

It is time to stand back up, dust yourself off, and start over again.  I fell. I got up, and I am NOW swearing an oath to myself.  I will protect and serve my own way of life, and if I am to help others, I trust that spirit will let me know. Until then, I am going back to nature, eating healthy, calling my friends, and smiling at strangers.  I may not see them smile again, but they have to do what they believe they have to do. May the sleepwalkers awaken!  Freedom is so lovely!!!

I realized as I watch the butterflies dancing and dining on dandelions that spirit was telling me everything will be okay.  I faced my fears and overcame the confusion and I trust others will too.

I hope you all have a great day!  Freedom and health to you!


Laws you need to know

U.S. Constitution: Article One, Section 8, clause 8, To promote the progress of science and useful arts, by securing for limited times to authors and inventors the exclusive right to their respective writings and discoveries Article One, Section 9, clause 2, which states that “The privilege of the writ of habeas corpus (a recourse in law challenging the reasons or conditions of a person’s confinement) shall not be suspended, unless when in cases of rebellion or invasion the public safety may require it.” The Sherman Act: 15 U.S. Code § 1. Trusts, etc., in restraint of trade illegal; penalty Every contract, combination in the form of trust or otherwise, or conspiracy, in restraint of trade or commerce among the several States, or with foreign nations, is declared to be illegal. Every person who shall make any contract or engage in any combination or conspiracy hereby declared to be illegal shall be deemed guilty of a felony, and, on conviction thereof, shall be punished by fine not exceeding $100,000,000 if a corporation, or, if any other person, $1,000,000, or by imprisonment not exceeding 10 years, or by both said punishments, in the discretion of the court. The Clayton Act: 15 U.S. Code §2 Monopolizing trade a felony; penalty: Every person who shall monopolize, or attempt to monopolize, or combine or conspire with any other person or persons, to monopolize any part of the trade or commerce among the several States, or with foreign nations, shall be deemed guilty of a felony, and, on conviction thereof, shall be punished by fine not exceeding $10,000,000 if a corporation, or, if any other person, $350,000, or by imprisonment not exceeding three years, or by both said punishments, in the discretion of the court. 15 U.S. Code § 19 Interlocking directorates and officers: (a)(1) No person shall, at the same time, serve as a director or officer in any two corporations (other than banks, banking associations, and trust companies) that are— (A) engaged in whole or in part in commerce; and (B) by virtue of their business and location of operation, competitors, so that the elimination of competition by agreement between them would constitute a violation of any of the antitrust law.

On April 25, 2003, the United States Department of Health and Human Services Centers for Disease Control and Prevention (hereinafter, “CDC”) filed an application for a United States (Application Number US46592703P, subsequently issued as U.S. Patent 7,776,521) entitled “Coronavirus isolated from humans”. Claim 3 –A method of detecting a severe acute respiratory syndrome-associated coronavirus (SARS-CoV) in a sample…; and, Claim 4 – A kit for detecting a severe acute respiratory syndrome-associated coronavirus (SARS-CoV) in a sample…, provided the CDC with a statutory market exclusion right the detection of and sampling for severe acute respiratory syndrome-associated coronavirus (SARS-CoV). Securing this right afforded the CDC exclusive right to research, commercially exploit, or block others from conducting activities involving SARS-CoV since 2003.

On September 24,

2018, the CDC failed to pay the required maintenance fees on this patent and their rights expired with no notification issued by CDC alerting the private sector to this decision. From April 2003 until September 2018, the CDC owned SARS-CoV, its ability to be detected and the ability to manufacture kits for its assessment. During this 15-year period, the effect of the grant of this right – ruled unconstitutional in 2013 by the United States Supreme Court in the case of Association for Molecular Pathology et al. v. Myriad Genetics – meant that the commercial exploitation of any research or commercial activity in the United States involving SARS-CoV would constitute an infringement of CDC’s illegal patent. It appears that, during the period of patent enforcement and after the Supreme Court ruling confirming that patents on genetic material was illegal, the CDC and National Institute of Allergy and Infectious Diseases led by Anthony Fauci (hereinafter “NIAID” and “Dr Fauci”, respectively) entered into trade among States (including, but not limited to working with Ecohealth Alliance Inc.) and with foreign nations (specifically, the Wuhan Institute of Virology and the Chinese Academy of Sciences) through the 2014 et seq National Institutes of Health Grant R01AI110964 to exploit their patent rights. It further appears that, during the period of patent enforcement and after the Supreme Court ruling confirming that patents on genetic material were illegal, the CDC and National Institute of Allergy and Infectious Diseases (hereinafter “NIAID”) entered into trade among States (including, but not limited to working with University of North Carolina, Chapel Hill) and with foreign nations (specifically, the Wuhan Institute of Virology and the Chinese Academy of Sciences represented by Zheng-Li Shi) through U19AI109761 (Ralph S. Baric), U19AI107810 (Ralph S. Baric), and National Natural Science Foundation of China Award 81290341 (Zheng-Li Shi) et al. 2015-2016 It further appears that, during the period of patent enforcement and after the Supreme Court ruling confirming that patents on genetic material was illegal, the CDC and NIAID entered into trade among States (including, but not limited to working with University of North Carolina, Chapel Hill) and with foreign nations to conduct chimeric construction of novel coronavirus material with specific virulence properties prior to, during, and following the determination made by the National Institutes for Health in October 17, 2014 that this work was not sufficiently understood for its biosecurity and safety standards.

In this inquiry, it is presumed that the CDC and its associates were: a) fully aware of the work being performed using their patented technology; b) entered into explicit or implicit agreements including licensing, or other consideration; and, c) willfully engaged one or more foreign interests to carry forward the exploitation of their proprietary technology when the U.S. Supreme Court confirmed that such patents were illegal and when the National Institutes of Health issued a moratorium on such research. Reportedly, in January 2018, the U.S. Embassy in China sent investigators to Wuhan Institute of Virology and found that, “During interactions with scientists at the WIV laboratory, they noted the new lab has a serious shortage of appropriately trained technicians and investigators needed to safely operate this high-containment laboratory.” The Washington Post reported that this information was contained in a cable dated 19 January 2018.

Over a year later, in June 2019, the CDC conducted an inspection of Fort Detrick’s U.S. Army Medical Research Institute of Infectious Diseases (hereinafter “USAMRIID”) and ordered it closed after alleging that their inspection found biosafety hazards. A report in the journal Nature in 2003 (423(6936): 103) reported cooperation between CDC and USAMRIID on coronavirus research followed by considerable subsequent collaboration. The CDC, for what appear tobe the same type of concern identified in Wuhan, elected to continue work with the Chinese government while closing the U.S. Army facility. The CDC reported the first case of SARS-CoV like illness in the United States in January 2020 with the CDC’s Epidemic Intelligence Service reporting 650 clinical cases and 210 tests. Given that the suspected pathogen was first implicated in official reports on December 31, 2019, one can only conclude that CDC: a) had the mechanism and wherewithal to conduct tests to confirm the existence of a “novel coronavirus”; or, b) did not have said mechanism and falsely reported the information in January. It tests credulity to suggest that the WHO or the CDC could manufacture and distribute tests for a “novel” pathogen when their own subsequent record on development and deployment of tests has been shown to be without reliability. Around March 12, 2020, in an effort to enrich their own economic interests by way of securing additional funding from both Federal and Foundation actors, the CDC and NIAID’s Dr Fauci elected to suspend testing and classify COVID-19 by capricious symptom presentation alone. Not surprisingly, this was necessitated by the apparent fall in cases that constituted Dr. Fauci’s and others’ criteria for depriving citizens of their 1st Amendment rights. At present, the standard according to the Council of State and Territorial Epidemiologists Interim-20-ID-01 for COVID-19 classification is: In outpatient or telehealth settings at least two of the following symptoms: fever (measured or subjective), chills, rigors, myalgia, headache, sore throat, new olfactory and taste disorder(s) OR at least one of the following symptoms: cough, shortness of breath, or difficulty breathing OR Severe respiratory illness with at least one of the following: • Clinical or radiographic evidence of pneumonia, or • Acute respiratory distress syndrome (ARDS). AND No alternative more likely diagnosis Laboratory Criteria for Reporting ● Detection of SARS-CoV-2 RNA in a clinical specimen using a molecular amplification detection test. ● Detection of specific antigen in a clinical specimen. ● Detection of specific antibody in serum, plasma, or whole blood indicative of a new or recent infection.* *serologic methods for diagnosis are currently being defined After inflicting grave harm to the citizens of the United States of America in economic hardships resulting from their allegation of an “epidemic” or “pandemic”, the CDC and the NIAID set forth, and the President of the United States and various Governors in the respective States promulgated, standards for lifting conditions in violation of the 1st Amendment to the Constitution that serve exclusively to enrich them. Both the presence of a vaccine or treatment and, or, the development of testing – both that solely benefit the possible conspiring parties and their co-conspirators – are set as a condition for re-opening the country.

This appears to be an unambiguous violation of the Sherman Act and, if so, should be prosecuted immediately to the full extent of the law. The CDC and WHO elected to commit to a narrative of a novel coronavirus – exhibiting properties that were anticipated in the U.S. Patent 7,618,802 issued to the University of North Carolina Chapel Hill’s Ralph Baric – and, in the absence of testing protocols, elected to insist that SARS-CoV-2 was the

pathogen responsible for conditions that were consistent with moderate to severe acute respiratory
U.S. Constitution:
Article One, Section 8, clause 8, To promote the progress of science and useful arts, by securing for
limited times to authors and inventors the exclusive right to their respective writings and discoveries
By Renewing their Illegal Patents on February 17, 2014 the CDC violated Article 1, Section 8, Clause 8 of
the U.S. Constitution
By Renewing their Illegal Patents on February 17, 2014 the CDC willfully violated the law using tax
payer funds in light of the Supreme Court ruling on June 13, 2013
Article One, Section 9, clause 2, which states that “The privilege of the writ of habeas corpus (a recourse
in law challenging the reasons or conditions of a person’s confinement) shall not be suspended, unless
when in cases of rebellion or invasion the public safety may require it.”
On March 4, 2020, California Governor Gavin Newsome appears to have violated the law of the
State of California by issuing Executive Order N-33-20 based on the “threat of COVID-19” with
no evidence that such threat existed as confirmed by serology or confirmed immunologic

The Government Code sections cited in the Order (Government Code sections 8567,
8627, and 8665) require that criteria be met which do not include the “threat” of any condition
but evidence of said condition. At that time, neither the CDC nor the WHO had sufficient testing
in place to: a) confirm and isolate “a novel coronavirus” from other coronaviruses; b) California
did not have pathology data to suggest that an epidemic was imminent; and, c) the rest of the
United States was equally incapable of making any such assessment as a result of the
aforementioned conspiring parties actions. Governor Newsome’s Executive Order, followed by
numerous other similar orders, all are based on the threat of a thing that may or may not exist.
Sherman Act and Clayton Act violations receiving and directing funding only to those parties colluding
around the infringement of the CDC’s illegal patent.
• CDC; NIAID; University of North Carolina, Chapel Hill; Wuhan Institute of Virology; National
Institutes of Health; U.S. Department of Health and Human Services; President’s Task Force;
Governors except North Dakota, Nebraska, Arkansas, Utah, Wyoming, South Dakota, and
Possible violation of 15 U.S. Code § 19
• Dr. Fauci is on the Leadership Council of the Bill and Malinda Gates Global Vaccine Action Plan
• Leah Devlin, DDS, MPH CDC Foundation Board – UNC Chapel

(Creative Commons License – Reference) David E. Martin 2020 5
DOMESTIC TERRORISM – Still in Effect Until March 15, 2020
Section 802 of the USA PATRIOT Act (Pub. L. No. 107-52) expanded the definition of terrorism to cover
“”domestic,”” as opposed to international, terrorism. A person engages in domestic terrorism if they do
an act “dangerous to human life” that is a violation of the criminal laws of a state or the United States, if
the act appears to be intended to: (i) intimidate or coerce a civilian population; (ii) influence the policy
of a government by intimidation or coercion;

What Can You Do? – Draft Letter to ACLU, U.S. Attorney for Your District,
Congressman/Woman/Senator/Attorney General
To Whom It May Concern:
The Declaration of a State of Emergency and the ensuing lockdown – which exempts persons deemed
“essential” without any basis in scientific fact or in Critical Infrastructure definition under the U.S. DHS –
violates the legal standard set forth in Jew Ho v. Williamson, 103 F. 10, 26 (C.C.N.D. Cal. 1900).
Due to the facts outlined here:

  1. The Governor of Colorado could not have known that there was a virulent outbreak caused by a
    single pathogen (reportedly SARS CoV-2) when declaring the State of Emergency;
  2. No scientific evidence has been offered justifying the declaration – mere reporting of mortality
    and morbidity based on pneumonia symptoms does not an epidemic or pandemic make;
  3. The Governor failed to provide adequate testing to confirm or deny the presence or absence of
    “a novel coronavirus” and, based on recent reports from incarcerated persons, it would appear
    that positive tests COULD NOT have been based on community transmission as 96% of confined
    persons have tested positive according to Reuters; and,
  4. No effort has been made by the Governor or regional health authorities to overturn the
    established science published in JAMA that facemasks should not be worn by healthy individuals
    E6od7JrZT15U_CJ-OQJo96fMTbZWxuQDc_NGuU) and that social distancing that involves the
    confinement of healthy individuals has neither been tested nor validated with any science
    I kindly request that you take this matter up on behalf of the Citizens of Colorado.

The woman in the mirror

I was cleaning up in my room and felt thinner, I felt like I had lost some inches.  Bear in mind, I have been overweight much of my life.

I have struggled with Lyme Disease since I was sixteen, and I have never felt well. I didn’t know I had Lyme until I was in my 50’s, but as I look back and as I recover, I can see all the symptoms being Lyme.  I was later diagnosed by a chiropractor.  No, no test shows that you have Lyme Disease.  You may show enough antibodies, but still, that is not a for sure diagnosis, according to the CDC.  Lyme Disease Mimics your own body cells and hides in biofilm where it can stay for years.  Lyme can act like many different illnesses.

Can I spout off a bunch of medical terms and put out both sides of the controversy that surrounds Lyme? Sure I can, but I won’t, if you want to know more there are books and documents out there that you can read about Lyme Disease.

I got caught up in modern medicine and ended up on many different meds.  All that put more weight and caused more symptoms.  I was at my heaviest weight a little over 400 lbs.  I knew I was heading for Type II diabetes and heart problems.  My hormones were a mess from a Hysterectomy.  I did not want a Hysterectomy but woke to have been castrated.   I even told my doctor no before surgery. She is under the protection of the law and did what she wanted. It was all about money, not my health.   I will never understand why a doctor who swore to an oath, to do no more harm, did precisely that!

I had depression, and many different ailments, throughout my life, but had no idea it was from the Lyme Disease. After having the hysterectomy where I woke up during the surgery, I developed PTSD and was put on Xanax. I became addicted to Xanax and started to have withdrawal symptoms while taking it.  The doctor who did not know anything about the dangers of this drug kept upping the dosage.  I tried desperately to get off and even tried to see other doctors to help me wing off of them, but they too had no idea about this drug.   A mess up in prescriptions had me flagged as a drug addict, and since my usual doctor was off on vacation, I was dropped off the drug cold turkey.

I have written about this in the previous post.

It took me 7 years to get my life back from protracted withdrawal symptoms.  I still have issues with my brain.  I knew that I needed to make significant changes in my life, so I started by getting rid of all the sugar in my diet, I ate only whole foods, raw foods, and grass-fed organic beef.  I made sure I stopped all pharmaceuticals, not even a Tylenol. I stopped the flu shot about 10 years ago.  I stopped eating out at fast-food restaurants.

I had pushed myself through school for herbalism and Holistic care, I went to a Herbalist, and we started to detox my Liver and body. I began to meditate and learn about Energy healing.  I was still dealing with herxing reactions from coming off Xanax.  I had no energy, hurt all over, had insomnia, was not able to walk very far, I felt like gravity was always pulling me down. I had lost my ability to drive.  Not only all those symptoms were I suffering from, but I also had PTSD, anxiety, and panic attacks.  I was a mess, too say the least.

Life was a struggle, and I could feel I was losing the battle.  I was ready to die.  I made peace with that and just sat and waited for the end.  I had shut myself off from Spirit.

Now don’t get me wrong, I had tried to meditate, and I was trying my hardest to listen to the gurus out there, you know the ones who preach that it is so simple to change your life.  I mean, look at the mess they had been in and watch how they had changed their lives around.  Right??  I mean, if they can do it, and I follow all their steps, then I am sure to have the success they have.  NOPE!!

One day though, as I was scrolling through facebook, I came across a Naturopathic doctor from Canada.  I decided to watch one of his live Q&A posts.  I had this feeling I needed to ask him a question about what was happening to me.  I told him I had Lyme and what I was eating as well and trying really hard to exercise.  I will never forget how he answered my question.

He looked into his camera and asked me a question…” why do you hate yourself?” He asked, do you not know that you are worth the love you deserve?  He went on, “how much dead food do you need to eat before you feel alive”? I sat there in shock and started to cry! At first, my reaction was HOW dare you, How dare you! I have been struggling and trying, and I went to school to save my life, and you ask me if I love myself!!  I knew that some Lyme patients could not digest meat, but I wasn’t one of those guys!! Right??

I sat there with tears streaming down my face, I was so mad and so hurt.  How dare this stranger not be compassionate and be caring, how could he be so mean?!!  He continued on and told me what I already knew deep down.  I was meant to be happy and that I deserved to be loved and protected.    I had been conditioned not to care for myself, I was supposed to give my power to doctors and not realize I could heal myself.  I was under the belief that I was limited and supposed to live a fear-based life.  I could hear my soul scream!

I had been listening to RSB (Robert Scott Bell) for years, and he had been saying this, but it just hadn’t clicked in my brain. Yet the one question someone had never asked me was, why did I not love myself?

Why are we not taught how to care and love ourselves?? Modern medicine is not for the healing of the people, modern medicine is to keep you sick.

So that day, I got on Dr. Darrell Wolfe’s website and began my journey to taking back my power to heal.  I have since then learned how to make a perfect day diet, I have learned how to connect to my breath, I take herbs and drink lots of teas as well as structured water.  I am eating all Vegan.  I learned the Lionheart way of loving myself.   It all clicked.  I found my Spirit again and started energy healing as well as spiritual cleansing.  On my news feed on facebook, different people came up that helped me continue my new way of life.

So in nine months, this is what happened.   I lost 200 lbs as well as all the pain I had been suffering from.  I am sleeping at night, I can walk and run and play.  I talk to spirit every day.  The world is brand new, and most days, I find nothing but the beauty that is our world.  I love to play and be happy, but I also am very protective of myself.  I will never give my power away to anyone.

So as I stood in front of the mirror, I saw a new me.  I am thinner and happier.  I am energy and strength.  I saw a woman in that mirror that day I had never seen before.  Even though I had lost all that weight in my mind’s eye, I still saw that weak, fat woman.  For the very first time that morning, I was seeing a Wonder woman, a being of light made of love.  I was seeing myself for the first time as the person I should have been seeing.

I had found my true self that morning. I ran and got my phone and stood there in front of the mirror, with my messed up hair, and took a picture.  I fell in love with that woman that morning.  I can finally see in my mind’s eye the real me I was always supposed to see.

When I looked at the picture I took I was amazed to see I was pointing at me!  It was like my spirit is saying, you got this girl!!


How to speak to the mind, body, and Spirit

One who is in Alignment with source is more powerful than millions who are not.” Abraham Hicks

There is not a day I do not meditate, I may meditate for a couple of hours or just five minutes. I love to reconnect with my source.  There is a warm and refreshing feeling when I connect to my source.   As a Holistic Health Practitioner, I learned that the way to health is through the mind, the body, and the spirit.  If you do not treat, nurture, and love all three, there will be no betterment in the health.

So this got me to thinking about all that is happening in our world.  Why are the sleepwalkers not seeing what is right before their eyes?  Is it like I had written in a previous post, are they reacting from a fear-based limited consciousness? I would say yes.  It is easier to most to turn a blind eye to what is happening than to take accountability of their own thoughts and reactions.  Oh, how simple to allow it all to be someone or something else’s fault.

I like to look at the woman in the mirror and take responsibility for my own thoughts, reactions, and feelings.  Not many would, and it was hard for me to do at one time in my life.  But oh, how wonderful to know you are responsible for your own actions and reactions to all that goes on.

I did lose myself in the misinformation that is going on in our world at this time.  I got caught up in the want and desire for others to be of like-mindedness.  Yet once I stopped turned off the social media, breathed, and reconnected to my source, I realized it is not up to me to be the consciousness of others. Too many times from our past teaching, do we feel we have to be held accountable for others.  How I was taught by my mother, father, school, and religion, is I have to be there to save my fellow man.  NOT true.  I am not only harming myself but those who I try to save.  I am not talking about saving someone from a raging river or a burning house. I am talking about those who we would like to be of like-mindedness.  I do a disservice if I take away the rights from another to do as they want.  Even if I think it is a mistake.

As spirit had told me, when we take a right away from another, we take away what they needed to learn.  It is okay to allow others to fail and fall.  How else will they ever learn?

While I do not agree with the choices of some people in our world right now, I have to trust that all will be for the greater of mankind.  Not all will make it out of this earth plan learning what they came here to learn, and even though that makes me sad, it is what is suppose to be.  As an Empathetic person, if I do not love, honor, respect, and believe in me first and foremost, I can end up losing sight in what I am here to learn for myself.

I am learning that it is okay to walk away from situations I can not do anything about, but that doesn’t mean that I can not put forth healing energies to those very things I worry about.  Some would call that prayer or a spell, but it all is energy.  We are energy beings in a human form, and no matter what, we can change our world in just an energetic thought.  I say our, but I mean your own world.   You change your own world in how you think, react, and take responsibility in how you respond to all which comes into your world.

Life is an adventure, and to many times when the routine of your existence gets a bit off-kilter, it can cause one to feel out of balance.  But that is what makes this world so wonderful.  It is the diversity, the conflicts, and the trials that help us to learn what we came here to learn about.

This time and space of what my world is dealing with have given me a much better understanding of how I need to allow others to deal with things the way they need to. I am learning that this will not keep me from having all that I want.  Even though somethings in my life are a bit disrupted, as a whole, I have so much to be thankful for. I appreciate that my energies are bringing more of what I want and helping me to let go of those things I do not want.

It is all about taking responsibility for one’s self.  Staying connected to your breath, and your source, as well as being responsible for your actions and reactions.

It is like this in all aspects of your life.

One more thing, in all honesty, I am hoping that our world does not return to what it once was, but emerges out as a more aware consciousness.  That we as spirit see that we are connected to all things, including our plant, on so many different levels and that we can either help our world be a better place or destroy it as well as ourselves.


Plant the seeds of awakening

Okay, social distance.  Why, as a human society, are we being made to social distance ourselves? Don’t get me wrong here I being an empath as well as energy worker, I have at times required time alone.  Not that I believe in what the government is doing, but there are times and places in which we may need to grab a bit of space alone.

As I am watching all that is unfolding in the world, as well as the many hours I am pouring over all the data as well as documentation, I am coming up with more questions than answers.  NO, I will not be getting into this whole BS of Covid-19.  That would take years, and I do not feel like doing all the work. I want others to take the time to do their research and find their own truths.  I do recommend you start with TTAV The Truth About Vaccines as well as TTAC The Truth About Cancer. Use Google Search.  Right now, social media is trying to take this research down, and I do not want to flag my blog.  Crazy huh?  We are all under so much censorship!

That brings up my Question for the Blog: Why are we the people being quarantined as well as censored in the name of public safety??? Why are the people of this world not up in arms about having to be grounded to our homes and our lively hoods taken away? And my biggest question, why are so many allowing it?

As you know, I talked to the spirit world.  I love being connected to my higher self and was asking these very questions.  Of course, I was outside, making raised gardens, to grow vegetables as well as herbs.  I will not be in the control of others who seem to not care about the people, and if we the people do not stand up, well, you get the picture.

As I screamed out, why would anyone not want to see the truth of what is happening, and why would they so willingly give away their freedom?  I stomped off, yelling, why would people throw away the very freedom that others had died to protect!! I could not understand, no matter how much I tried to add up the math!

Then as I sat watching the 4th episode of TTAV ( The Truth About Vaccines, it came to me.

Let us revisit my past, it was a beautiful day, and me and my sisters and brother we on our way to the Apple Blossom parade. My Dad was at that time, a Lieutenant with the State Patrol.  He got a call that morning about an accident, and being that he was supervisor, he had to go.  Of course, we had to go since we were in the car.

When we got to the accident, it was very apparent that there was a death.  I will not give the descriptions, but let me tell you it was straight out of a movie, and it was not good!  I will never forget that scene, and I will never remember if we went to the parade after.  So this got me to thinking what if those that are witnessing all that is happening right now with the Covid-19 are having the same reaction I had.

Is the reason why people are acting the way they are because they can not believe what is happening?

While my sisters and brother and I sat and watched the scene unfold in front of us, it was so serial.  I knew what I was seeing, but I didn’t want to believe it.  I was in shock, and my heart was breaking for all those that were involved. The State Troopers went into a trance of sorts.  They became inhuman and did what they needed too to cover this accident.  It was too much for my 12-year-old brain to deal with.  I will never forget as a friend of the victim crumbled in front of the patrol car and cried in disbelief.

This got me to thinking about how people are reacting now, the shock of what is happening right now could very well be too much for some to comprehend.  Is it too much for these folks to take in, is the reality of what is unfolding to much for them to continue to function? I believe it is.  I can see where no one would want to think that their government doesn’t have their best interest in mind.

What a terrible way to find out that you are being classified as essential and non- essential.  To be a nothing a no one that you may very well be expendable.  Wow, I would not want to wake to that!

It may very well be way too much for most to swallow that their government only sees them as a dollar sign.  Again I will remind you I have been doing hours and hours of research into this and would suggest you do the same.

All my years of studying the human mind, I have found that some folks are not able to function outside of what they are told. I know this because I look at my past and all that I followed blindly.  It is from the limited fear-based teachings that I functioned in only that belief system.  There are so many who do not know that they are a spirit in a human body and that they can create their own story.  I have run into those who think I am too radical and that I may even be crazy.

I know from my past when talking to others who were supposed to know more than I, that I was not to question I was to just accept! How many of us as kids were smacked around for asking why? Rasing Hand!

Thank The Goddess that there are more and more of us who are awakening by the moment, but still, you see those who, even when all the facts are laid out before them, chose to see everything in a limited way.

I can not fault them, they do not know, and it is their choice to live as they see fit.  I can not make anyone understand what they do not want to understand.

So this brings me to my closing.  There is no reason for anyone to judge one and other.  It is our Goddess given the right to chose how we want to do things, AS LONG AS IT HARMS NONE! I do not see this happening, though, as those who are asleep are harming those who are not.  So how do we gently awaken the sleepwalkers?  How do we educate in a way that helps others see that their non-actions could very well harm millions?

I leave you with this last thought.  When we plant a seed, it will grow.  So start by planting those seeds of doubt in others so they may one day want to know the answers.  Keep preaching to your friends and family about how important it is to keep talking, sharing, and being around one another.  It is time we stand up and take back our rights. 

If we do not fight for our right to decide if we want time alone or not, we are on a course of destruction of the human being as a whole.  The human is a social animal, and we need one another.  Our bodies are meant to be around sickness, as that is how we build imprints as well as our immunity.  Keeping our kids from playing outside, in school, or having their friends is causing psychological problems as well as lowering their immunity. Wearing masks are causes people lung issues and depriving the body of vital levels of oxygen.  We are setting ourselves up to fail in so many ways.  So go forth and awaken as well as help your fellow shocked humans.  They need you! I need you!