Someone to save me

A constant theme in this CV Hoax and it has me very concerned about our world.  Why are there so many people out there looking for a savior?  Some think that once this election is over, all will be well.  How do you figure?  All who wear a mask in the thought that it will save someone else’s life, how so?? How can so many walk around in the dark?

No savior is coming outside of yourself!  You are the savior!

There is so much information out there, is that why so many walk in the dark looking for that one person or entity that will save them? How can you be so blind?  The information that flows to you is only for you.  It is to help you grow in knowledge, those who seek the teacher will be ready for the teachings!

I had a vision this morning…  I walked through fire, death, and had wave after wave of fear hit me.  I saw the light, it was bright and filled my heart with hope, joy, and love. I watched as the light turned into a glowing white hand a white brighter than snow on a sunny day. This white hand reached out for me.  I kept walking through death and destruction, following this brilliant white hand.  As I walked and concentrated on this hand of light, I got to noticed that I had seen this hand before. I could see that this glowing hand had the same kind of rings I wear.  I stopped and pondered what could this mean, I could see all the death and destruction start to crumble away, leaving me on a cliff of ragged rocks.  There was nothing out there just dark and me high up on this peak of rough stone.

Then the glow of the hand grew, all around me, I could see, and I found that I was not up high at all. I was just standing on a ragged old rock.   I stepped down and watched as the light became a form, and I knew that it was female, and I could feel I recognized her.  As she walked closer, it was as if I came upon a brightly lite mirror.  I looked away, and all was aglow with bright white light, I turned back towards this person, and she smiled at me.

IT WAS ME!  I was standing facing me!  HOW could this be?  I thought it would have been an angel or Spirit its’ self.  But no… IT WAS ME!!

The message hit me hard!  I am my own savior; I am the only one who can change my fate.  I am the only one who can help me through this destruction.  I have the power to react, and how I react will detail my choices for the day.  I am more than capable of choosing how I want to respond to what is outside of me.

I have the power to create, but I need to build from within, it is by how I react to those things around me that will bring to me what I want.  If I create from a place of fear, then I will create panic for that day.  It is up to me to create from a place of peace, joy, and love.   I know that what I want is out there I just have to align with it and allow it to come into my physical space.  I want my world to be filled with health, wealth, and love.  I want to see those around me find their way in this world.

I woke to a song  on my Alexa from the group Skillet the song is called “Victorious.”  Talk about bringing a message home.

High above it all (above it all)
Victorious, victorious
Far too long I’ve grown (far too long)
In hopelessness, I’m over this
Don’t give up on me (don’t give up on me)
Tell me you believe (tell me you believe)
I can’t face it all (face it all)
Victorious, victorious.”

It got me to thinking;

We are here to learn, to live, and to be victorious.

Why do so many crumble when life becomes difficult? The answer is so apparent, we are taught that we do not matter and that we are powerless and must rely on others to make things better.  It is so sad, but for generations, we have been conditioned to think we are nothing without outside interference. How your day will go is by how you react to all that is going on around you.  How do you want to react when life is challenging you?

I was talking to my sister the other night, she and I had a debate about the mask, now I am not going to tell anyone what they should do, but I am going to put out there some thinking beyond the box.  There is no reason to have a fight about a mask, but we do need to have discussions about why we are being forced to wear one. Fear takes away your GOD given power! If I got angry and started to fight with her, I would have only walked away mad, depressed, hurt.  I would have missed out on having a great discussion.  I stepped back from my want to be right and listened to her fears and concerns.  I could see where she was coming from.  I did not agree, but that was okay.  I love her, and she is my sister.  I respect where she comes from.  She has to learn in her own time, and if I am mistaken, I will acknowledge that!

There is no way I am going to fear a corrupt government. The very few up in office are greedy and vengeful, they do not matter to me.  I watch as they crumble from the deception they are creating. It does not affect me because I chose it not to change me.  I create what I want, they do not matter to me. SO I create the day I want.  I will not allow those outside forces to derail me in creating my perfect day. I base my decisions on what I want and create my own path to where I want to go.  There are always choices!!  It is all in how you react to what is going on around you!

The only person or Spirit or entity that is going to save us is ourselves.  There is no one man, sprit, or savior out there.  The Spirit gives us the power and the strength to defeat our enemies.  We are never alone. The higher self knows where and what we need to do.  It is up to us to get out of the way and allow ourselves to hear the messages!

I woke from my vision, victorious!! I woke with new energy coursing through my mind and my body.  I have only to reach inside for my own God-given power and move those mountains.  We have to reach deep and find that unique gift of Spirit!! You are a creator, what are you going to create today?

Ohh, by the way, if you find yourself reacting negatively, stop what you are doing, get up, walk away, and go find some joy.  Grab your dog, your children, your loves, and give them a huge reason to be happy for the day.  Give them a piece of shining self! It helps bring in all you want to create.

Remember, you create from a joyful place, not from a fear-based place!

“The measure of choosing well is whether a man likes and finds good in what he has chosen.” Charles Lamb


Have you ever…

I have a couple sources I follow for news that is happening in the world.  I have followed some for years, others just a couple of months.  Yet, the other day as I was watching some of those whom I follow, I noticed a pattern.  They all seem to be stuck in a holding pattern of negativity.  Just one seemed to realize this and has moved on to a more positive platform.

It got me to thinking. Is it that drama the excitement the horror that keeps people in a limited thought place?  Are there those who are meant to keep repeating the same old thing over and over, and is that why some of us move on?

In my spiritual growth, I have found out that if you want to see a change, you have to allow that change to come.  It is best when you can imagine how you want it to turn out.  Kind of vague there… okay an example.  If I want to see the mask go away, I need to imagine and create what I want.  I have not worn a mask, and I will not wear a mask.  I educate myself, so I can create what I want.

If you do nothing and keep bringing in the same things, you will not see a change, oh the change may come, but it will look as if it just happen by chance.  NOPE, that is not how creating works.  The only reason you may be a part of the change is that you happen to fall into that energy that was created.  That is what some would call fate.  Fate is when someone else created a source of energy that can change the direction of a circumstance.   If you are walking around in a fate kind of way, you may happen across these energies and call them a miracle.  I know there will be some who will disagree, but I would refer you to quantum physics.

I use quantum physics in homeopathic medicines.  It is the energy of the plant and mineral that is used in healing.  We are energy, and we create what we see.

I have witnessed this for years this kind of creating.  As I practice these ways in which I can create anything I want into my life, it still thrills me to no end.  Life is truly a miraculous gift!

So … back to what I was saying.  Those who I have been watching and listening to seem to have fallen into a pit of despair.  It is like time left them behind.  I have moved on and am seeing significant changes in the world, where I see the progress they see the mirror image and can not break free from its’ embrace.  I have gotten to the point where I do not want to watch them anymore and have found other things to do.  I do not need to hear what they have to say.  The things I want to hear are coming through clearly in different ways.

It is all about what you do want and not what you do not want.  If you want to create a perfect day, you have to let go of the control of thinking that makes you feel like you have to be something you once thought you had to be.  Confusing huh.  Let me see if I can make this simpler. There was a time when your parent or spouse would be able to tell you what you should do or care about, but there came a time when you broke free from that limited thought and started to think for yourself.  You began to see your own individuality and started to do what felt right to you.  Not that we do not agree with others on somethings, but you remembered who you are and started to make up your own mind in what you wanted to do.

Spirit reminds me on those hard days where it looks like the world will never get better, to view, and feel but do not absorb.  I am to witness but not allow myself to become a part of something that takes my power to create away.  If I step back and look at what I am creating, I find that I do not need to worry about what others are doing.  It is up to me to put out there the best day I can have.  I want to create a loving, peaceful, free world. I can’t have that if I am creating from a place of fear, hate, and conformity.  NO ONE CAN!!

I love to create a fun, relaxing day, and when I wake up and do that, I get the most fantastic day.  I get so much done; I find delights in the smallest things, I find I create everything I want and more.  It takes getting out of your mind and then getting out of your way.  Imagination is the most powerful tool you can use.  Imagine what you want to see, create from that place.  Sit and listen to the birds, watch the rabbits, play with the clouds.

Here is a great way to meditate: Lie on the grass or a lounge chair, pick a small cloud in the sky. Lift your hand and using your pointer finger and thumb act like you are stretching that cloud, see it grow and become more significant, or try and shrink it and make it disappear.  It is so relaxing, and you stop your monkey mind.   It helps you become grounded and centered.  It enables you to let go of the mindless chatter.  I love to do this in the evening when it starts to cool down, and I can look into the sky and not burn my retinas out of my head.  LOL

It is all about becoming the creator you are, allowing others to leave and come into your life as they should.  It is about letting go of the old thinking and remembering the creator you are.  You came here to live, learn, witness, remember, and create.   There is much more out there than what is on your phone or TV.  It is all about being able to be the best spiritual being you came here to be and experience.  You knew you would face challenges, you knew you would find your way back to who you are, you knew you would be the best creator you can be, and you knew that you would enjoy every moment.  Now that being said, those things may not happen for some.  It is okay; we all learn in different ways, but remember, no one can stand in your way unless you allow them too!

SO… here’s to the old and off to the new!

“Let us live for the beauty of our own reality.” Charles Lamb


I am a Prisoner of war

I was pretty mad yesterday, in fact, I am still angry and disappointed in the way the world is acting.  I also know I am not the only one.  This shit is like a death, there is a wide range of emotions one goes through.  Yesterday I was at the I am so angry, and I can’t believe this shit is happening.  The day before was I am tired and depressed.  It is a roller coaster of emotions that I try really hard to just let it play out.

My son is a LEO, he is suffering from depression. I am scared for him.  He has always wanted to be a LEO, his heart is enormous, and he only wants to help educate and protect and serve.  Yet with all the illegal riots, you know the ones, where the Democrats allow others to rape, pillage, and kill without any recourse!! He has to watch his back at all times, afraid someone will stab him in the back.  He has been shot at and called filthy names, all in the name of ignorance from those who have no clue what they are saying nor what they truly stand for.

Life is a total riot these days, you know the rape, kill, segregate, call names, mask shame, you know the new normal.  There is only hate, and those who disagree with all this BS stay silent and comply. 😦

I do my part I say no to the mask and now have been locked down, never to shop freely, or fly without strangulation.  I am a prisoner of war!

I am no longer allowed to leave my house without being muzzled, or shamed into wearing one, even though I have a medical condition.  I am hated for the asking why. I am not allowed to be an individual without someone losing their shit about why I am not complying with the lies that are being propagated on tv every 10 seconds!! I am an enemy because I will not belong to those who worship scientism from Fauci or Kill Bill Gates!  I do not drink the pharmaceutical kool-aid.  I am a radical. I am undesirable. I am a thorn in the side of a corrupt government.   I can not practice natural medicine or cure others without losing my freedom!  I am a prisoner of war!!

It is okay though I will go down in history as a rebel with a cause, I will be remembered as one of those who said what I felt, that educated as many as I could.  I will be remembered.

Yet, as I see these young people who have no idea that just wearing the mask, you have given your rights away.  You have complied, and you will lose everything.  You are not saving people, you are not keeping grandma, grandpa, or anyone safe.  You kill thousands, you are signing their death warrant.  You who comply are the ones who are putting me in lockdown, you the very people who wear the mask, are the ones who have made me a prisoner of war!

How can you be so unkind, how can you be so selfish?!  You shame those who will not give up their freedom without a fight.  You call for defunding the police; you listen to corruption and make it your new laws to take the very freedom so many have fought for.  How can you be so cold-hearted?

You put your faith in a new religion, one based on lies, misinformation, deceit, and wonder why I will not follow.  Those of you who copy and past the lies of nonscience calling it science.  You who will allow them to take your kids and inject them with toxins. You who will enable them to kill the elderly in the very prisons you put them in because they are so sick from the pharmaceuticals you feed them every day.  How proud you must feel!! Most of you who get any tv time are paid actors in this hoax, oh, don’t be so modest, you know you are!

Today my emotion is one of laughter, I laugh at those who think that any of this is right, who spout off that they know the science and know that what they copied and pasted is right.  Sheesh, you know you are just one big joke! I laugh, for I can not feel sorry for those who willingly sacrifice their very soul—you who have sold your soul to those who will kill you in the end.

If you have made it this far in this blog, I feel there is still hope.  I am a spirit having a human experience.  I do not fear death, I fear for those who give away the freedom to experience, to be, to create, to be more than the rinse and repeat daily zombies!

Our kids are suffering, they are prisoners of this war.  What are you going to do about that?  Nothing?? How about you tell them that there is hope, that they can say no, and show them by example how to stand up and take back their freedom!  It is time to look at our children our grandchildren and show them that:  Psalms 23

Jesus took the child onto his lap and said protect the children.  What the hell are you waiting for??!! Are we not all children of God?  You who preach the Lord is your Shepard.  Why do you not follow him then?

I fear no man, I fear not my  God/Goddess. I fear only for those who worship the occult called government.

Take off the mask of desire, the veil of deceit, the cover of conformity, stand up for the God-given rights you were born with!!

Famous words to live by From Rafiki: “Change is good.”

“You see, he lives in you.”

“Everybody is somebody, even a nobody.”

“It’s the Circle of Life, and it moves us all, through despair and hope, through faith and love, ’til we find our place on the path unwinding.”

“It is time.”

It is time to awaken the Spirit that lives in you.  You are a part of a grander path then the mundane rinse and repeat life you have been taught to be a part of.  It is time to stand up for what you came here to experience.  You came here to change, to live, to experience to be.  You came here to ask why to except nothing but the betterment in your own creation called life. You will not accept the disappointment of a conformity society.

Awaken and be.

Ephesians 5:14; for anything that becomes visible is light. Therefore it says,

“Awake, O sleeper,
    and arise from the dead,
and Christ will shine on you.”

It is time to look to the light within.

The Whole Armor of God

10 Finally, be strong in the Lord and in the strength of his might. 11 Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the schemes of the devil. 12 For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places. 13 Therefore take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand firm. 14 Stand therefore, having fastened on the belt of truth, and having put on the breastplate of righteousness, 15 and, as shoes for your feet, having put on the readiness given by the gospel of peace. 16 In all circumstances take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming darts of the evil one; 17 and take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God, 18 praying at all times in the Spirit, with all prayer and supplication. To that end, keep alert with all perseverance, making supplication for all the saints.

God/Goddess did not put us here to sit on our laurels and cry to them but gave us the very means to destroy our enemies.  Your words to yourself are compelling; your prayers are mighty. So I ask you, what are you saying to yourself, and are your prayers giving you the power that you inherently came here with?

It is time to ask and receive what your God-given rights are. Take back your power and stand up to the evil of this time.   It is time to rejoice in the power you have and can use to destroy your enemies.  I do not want to be a by-product of those who willingly sit by and allow themselves to be destroyed over propaganda.

As I write this I awaken even more resolve to be free, no I was mistaken when I said I was a prisoner of war, I am a spiritual warrior here to save myself, and in saving myself, I shall lead others to save themselves.

It is time to scream out: I will break the chains of restraint; no longer will I play in your game of evil, and I will not be a prisoner of your war! I will die free and loved. I will show my children and my grandchildren that WE THE PEOPLE ARE STRONG!! We will take back our lives from the government, we will calm those who do what they do in ignorance.  We will remove the government out of our churches, medical health, school, and family lives! We will take back our world and make it the loving, strong place that God/Goddess intended for it to be.



The Winds of Change

Every day there is a new day to create!  There is nothing you can not create in your life.  Yet when you do not love and respect yourself, there is no way you will be able to create on purpose.  You are a creator, but you have been taught that you must belong to a group or mass of people to be heard and seen.  THIS IS NOT TRUE!!

I have written that I have gotten rid of FB and Twitter.  NO more do I belong to the occult of negative thinkers.  What is sad is that most people follow blindly along without asking WHY.  Why are we being grounded to our homes, Why are they making us do things that go against our Protect Constitutional rights, why does your mask not work if I don’t wear one, why does a vaccine not work if everyone is not forced to have one?  These are just a few of the questions EVERYONE SHOULD BE ASKING!!

Here is some excellent advice from a two-year-old.  SAY NO!! NO, I will not be a part of the mass of stupidity! NO, I will not be silenced because of fake NEWS, fake SCIENCE, false FEAR!  You must prove to me that your idea of a mask that your vaccine work and you’re not in for the monetary movement!

When you force free people to do what you want, you become an ENEMY of the Country! Our Governor is An Enemy of the STATE!  He should be removed immediately.

Here is where I may piss some people off.  I am so angry at our President.  He goes around, talking out of both sides of his mouth!  No, where does he stand for the freedom of the people!! He is so wishy-washy.

He does nothing to protect the America that he claims he loves.  As he tweets his stupidity about a senile old man who couldn’t find his way out of a wet paper bag, he allows these enemies of the states and country to cripple our USA!!


He has the power to remove all these governors and mayors.  The people are asking for you, MR, PRESIDENT to DO YOUR JOB!!

When our governors and mayor allow others to destroy and use the people given powers against the very people who voted them in, it is time to remove those who we the people voted in!! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU MR, PRESIDENT AND THE PEOPLE OF AMERICA!??

It is time to stand up and take back our great country.  Where are the men of this world?  Our Forefathers and mothers fought for our right to chose to be free!  WHY THE HELL ARE YOU PISSING IT AWAY?????

I am so disappointed in the people of America.  Why are you silent? Why are you allowing them to shut you down, to mask you, to make you fear germs!!???

It is time for the Winds of Change!! It is time to stop cowering, wearing masks, walking with your tails between your legs.  The MASK is just the beginning, next is the dollar, then your guns, then you live where they say.  You are being readied for SLAUGHTER!!

GET YOUR FAT HEAD OUT OF THE TV!!!!! Stand up tall and walk with a big stick, it is time to fight for your GOD-GIVEN RIGHTS!!! It is time to tell family, friends, and Foe that this is enough horse shit!  It is time to fight for our children and our grandchildren!

The Winds of change are today!  It is time to call up stores that require masks and tell them that you will not be shopping there, it is time to stand up to the churches and ministers and tell them, we will sing without a mask!! It is time to stop being babies and start to grow the hell up!!  Stop BEING VICTIMS!! SAY NO!!!!!

It is time to tell our President to DO HIS JOB!!  If he wants my vote, he better start acting like the Man he says he is!!  Bring in the military and take down the Enemies of our States and Country!! Fire Fauci the FAKE!! Arrest KILL Bill GATES!! It is time to take out the trash!  DEFUND THE MEDIA!!  I will walk with you #PresidentTrump if you show me that you genuinely love freedom and what America stands for!!

You can be a victim, or you can be a leader and start your own revolution!  Fight for your GOD-GIVEN rights!! It is the only way you will ever see, taste, and have the freedom you once had!  ACT NOW!!!

The featured picture is awesome but I do not know who to give credit to. 😦


The End??

Valerie: It is strange that my life should end in such a terrible place, but for three years, I had roses and apologized to nobody. I shall die here. Every inch of me shall perish… Except one. An inch. It is small and fragile, and it’s the only thing in the world that’s worth having. We must never lose it or sell it or give it away. We must never let them take it from us. I don’t know who you are, but I hope you escape this place. I hope that the world turns and things get better and that one day people have roses again. I don’t know who you are, but I love you. I love you. (V for Vendetta)

LIFE has come to the end of times, all those who stood on the street corners with their signs were right.  The end has come!  The prophets of this time are all doom and gloom, the Spirit has told them that this is the end of times.

NOW… HOLD ON ONE BIG FLAT EARTH MOMENT!!  WTH ( why the hell) would Spirit tell one that the world is ending and not tell you how to do something about it??  REALLY, Just for one moment, let us think about this.

As I do speak to Spirit and those of us who love our Lord and Lady of the Heavenly realm, also hear the words.  I, for one, know for a fact that where I put my energy of thought is precisely what I will create in my OWN life!  No one else will be under contract to feel, live, and learn what I am to learn, live, and think UNLESS one chooses to go the same way!!  RE-READ that paragraph, please!

If I want to destroy the world with a negative thought, it will only affect me. I am not of the world; I am an individual living among others in this world.  I have freedom of choice!  I can choose to be a part of something going on around me, or I can choose not to be part of that which is going on around me.

I am not about to become one of the sheeple!! I walk in my own light from my heavenly family, and I will not succumb to the stupid of the world.  Will I pray for you, send you loving light and healing energies, but of course.  I am from a loving place, so that is my normal.  To hate others for their differences is truly a SIN!!!

Life is about listening and talking.  To discuss the differences we have but not make anyone do what we want.  It is not up to us to rule the world but to flow with it.

I watch as many are so doubtful in who they are, that they will kill and hurt others, so they can feel justified in their beliefs.  It is hard for many to walk their own views.  WHY?

Why is it so hard to enjoy being the individual that you are while allowing others to be who they want to be?  You have no right to make others be like you, again this is a SIN!!  How dare you take away the rights of others!   No, I do not condone killing, burning, extortion, and mayhem.  But I do believe we must allow others to make their own mistakes.  But hear this… most of those who are under the belief that what is happening in the world at this time is all true is truly being dupped.  Some will not educate themselves, and those who have been taught by a corrupt system that they do not have to take responsibility for their own inactions and actions!

The world is a place of responsibilities as well as possibilities. It is up to each individual to educate themselves.

“The time has come to realize that supersensible knowledge has now to arise from the materialistic grave.”
― Rudolf Steiner

We are much more than a herd of non-thinkers.  Forcing unjustified laws that were never voted on by the people to become laws that will have dire consequences.  It is time to step away from the MAINSTREAM MEDIA, to disconnect from the fear porn and propaganda of those who are under the sick mental thought that they somehow are above our Heavenly Lord and Lady! It is time to put the fear of a Loving all-knowing Spirit back in the world.  How do we not succumb to the fear porn we are being inundated with?  Start believing in the Spirit of the individual, stop following those who are in a delusional state of mind.  Help wake those who you are around with kindness and Love, show them the way, be the light!!

You are not part of that which you choose not to be a part of.  If it is not personally affecting you, walk away, do not be a part of it.  Keep your thoughts on want you want not on what you do not want!! Turn off the programs that are stressing you, go outside, listen to the kids play, sing a song, watch the birds, plant a garden, read a book, disconnect from the mind control.  Believe in yourself, and BE THE CHANGE!!

So the next time you see the doom and gloom group, realize that they are what they want to create, and they may very well get what they are putting their energy towards. But it will only affect you if you’re going to be a part of it.  Listen to Spirit, they will help you move away or stay away from that which you choose. Pray for those who do not want to know better, for they do not know what they do. I think… who knows…

“The sun with loving light makes bright for me each day, the soul with spirit power gives strength unto my limbs. In sunlight shining clear, I revere, Oh God, the strength of humankind, which thou has planted in my soul, that I may with all my might, may love to work and learn. From thee stream light and strength to thee rise love and thanks.”
― Rudolf Steiner

Until later, you beautiful star people, Love, and light!


A new World of thought

V: Would you… dance with me?
Evey: Now? On the eve of your revolution?
V: A revolution without dancing is a revolution not worth having!
What have I learned about this Corona Hoax?
That there is much more here than meets the eye.  This is not black and white but a rainbow of colors of deception.  There is no BLM, There is no BLM, There is no MLM, there is only one word for What Matters.  ALL!!  All is a tiny word but a tremendous meaning behind it. Ever took the time to look up the word “All”?
(used to refer to the whole quantity or extent of a particular group or thing.)
As I was watering the gardens today, I got to thinking about all that I am grateful for in this time of transition. Yes, this is a time of change, and this change is going to be a good one.  For too long, all I saw was those who loved to be lead from one drama to the next.  I still see the sheeple with their mask on as they walk around in a daze of despair.
The eyes are the windows of the soul.
I have a gift of seeing people’s souls/spirit.
I see confusion, sadness, and fear.  There is very few that smile with their eyes while being a victim to their own circumstances.  In fact, they look off or down at the ground as if they have been beaten into submission.  I do think they know that it is not natural to be masked, but because of the fear and the teachings, that they do not matter, those who chose the mask show their defeat in who they are as an individual.
I was walking through the hobby lobby the other day, as I caught the scents of fall and daydreamed of all the stuff this store has.  I caught sight of an elderly lady who was gasping for air with her cloth mask on.  She quickly took it off and gasp for air like she had just come up out of a deep dive.  I wanted to say something to her. But I knew better.  Some will fight for their very own death.  So I prayed for her and walk away.
I being a Holistic Health Practitioner, can not understand why people can not understand that without air, YOU DIE!!  You can live quite a while with no food or water, but without air, it is instant death!  You need to breathe in the clean, fresh air, not keep breathing in the old germed filled air.  That is why there are trees, grasses, weeds, they give us the air we give them our old air.  We are one with this earth!! Of course, I put this in easy to understand words.
Life is about the freedom to chose to live and love the conflicts and diversity of the world.   We are here to learn and grow, share with others, and to live our own individual lives.  Too often, we think we have to live for others to share their views even if we do not agree, as well as do not cause discomfort to others.   In other words, conform to others so as not to create a conflict!  WHY??
No leaders cause us to go around in a circle of nowhere.  I am not one to follow those who would like to jump off the cliff of fear porn.  I would rather walk off into the sunset and create another perfect day.
I am grateful for this corona hoax in some ways.  This Hoax has shown me that there are quite a few people who would rather be lead then lead.  Some like to be controlled and will kill others to have that “said control.” I have preached how disgusting our government is.  I have and have taught about how nasty our MSM is.  And that the number one killer of people is our medical community and big pharma.
As I watered my garden this morning, I was grateful for being awake and not watching the fear porn, or listening to those who preach about being a republican or Dumbacrate.  I am not a part of the group, I am about choosing those who will fight for the individual and not for the group.  This is not about being famous.  This is about being a caring human being.   This is not about Republicans and democrats.
It is about FREEDOM  and TYRANNY.
I posted these very words on Parler, and this guy lost his shit about how dumb could one be if you do not decide to follow the Republican side.  I say to him.  I am so sorry you are so deep in the non-individual and fear porn, that if all do not follow your foolishness, you amount to nothing.  Maybe a quiet day in nature will help you and your miss direction in what really matters.  Just saying…
I am grateful for being of a free mind to chose to live the way I want, and I will not follow those who I do not believe in, nor those who do not have the best interest of the people in mind.  Want to have me support you?  Then show me your heart!
Those who would rather have all controlled under one dictatorship are genuinely blind.  I am not blind, nor do I follow the crowd.  I love to dance my way around this world and all that it has to offer.  I wake up with one thought, and that is to be the best me I can be.
“You will not be good teachers if you focus only on what you do and not upon who you are.”
― Rudolf Steiner
With love and awakening,

The Creation that is you

A building is a symbol, as is the act of destroying it. Symbols are given power by people. Alone, a symbol is meaningless, but with enough people, blowing up a building can change the world.” V for Vendetta”

Wow, it’s been a minute since I last wrote.  Life has zoomed by at a fantastic pace.  Not long ago, we were all in a planademic.  Well, now, we still are, are we not?

As the fake of this Hoax comes to light, we still see those who are destroying towns, businesses, and statues.  As the disgruntled has their baby tantrum. The MSM reports on more fear porn.  I have loved all the memes on the horse racers as they describe what next fear horse comes into the lead.  How funny is it that so many actually want this Hoax to be real.  WHY?  Ahh, the question of the day!

I have written about this before.  The limited place we come from makes up the reality we live.  There is no other way around it.  There is no savior out there that will come into your life and save you.  There is only YOU!!  Others will share in your thoughts, but this is solely for your growth, not for you to stay and camp at.  We do need one another, but if we allow ourselves to stay in one place, one will grow mold.  Life is about changes, moving, and doing.

I sat outside, watering my wild grass that grows in my yard yesterday evening.  This has become my favorite thing to do.  To relax, listen, and water.  It is my way of meditating and putting things into perspective. I always talk to Spirit, but this time of day, I am really asking the questions of the day.

One thing Spirit said last night was that there will be hard times always, but to remember this time, right at that moment.  I felt peaceful and appreciative of all I was seeing, and all I was feeling.  That there is what I have found causes me the biggest hang-up in life—the fear of feeling.  I have been angry these past couple of days. I have even wanted to see those who have hurt me to be destroyed. There is nothing wrong with these thoughts or feelings.  In fact, it is okay to allow yourself to feel these emotions.  That is what we came down here to do.  As Spirit put it, you came here to deal and explore all that you do.  It is when you suppress and make yourself feel guilty for these thoughts and feelings that you get into trouble.

As I watch the world go to pieces and some people tear down the world, I can only wonder… what if they were told that they are allowed to feel the way they do, but tearing stuff down is not helping to heal them.  Too many times, we get it in our minds, be it from the fear that we have lived with for years, or the side effects of alcohol, or antidepressants, that life is too hard or not fair.

The more research about school shootings, the more I have seen that most of the shooters were on some kind of anti-anxiety medication. Don’t believe me look it up.  Our world is full of fear porn deliver every morning, afternoon, and evening.  The very source you get your information is causing you your fear.   Yet, only a few see this. Why?

I have found out from Spirt that you get what you give, that you create your day.  If you want the best day ever, you have to allow yourself to create and have that best day ever.  There is nothing outside of you that keeps you from creating.  Yet as I have written before, it is easy for outside sources to keep some in a state of limited thinking.

NO!  I do not believe that we have to stay in that limited thought, but it seems like to much work to get out of it for some.  I guess as I am witnessing it, it is easier for some to give up there God/ Goddess given gift of creating and allow others to control them.  As I watch many who are hurting and destroying this world, I worry about what kind of world we will have.

I am of this mindset.  I love my freedom to chose to be so free that I am not worried about how others are acting out.  I have removed myself from those people and situations.  There is no reason for me to follow the cows over the cliff.  I will stand tall and proud of who I am and watch as others fall and hopefully pick themselves up.  I do not need a leader, I walk best alone.  I love my emotions, and I love how I feel.

This world needs this time right now.  A lot of unhappy people need to awaken and become the individual that doesn’t need a crowd to be whole.

As Spirit put it so well last night to me.  I will have my good days and my bad days.  There are to be painful times, and there will be amazing times.  I am to remember that at those times when I am tested that I will come out the other side much more aware of how beautiful this life is.  It is why I came here to this earth plane. I came here to feel.

“Just as in the body, eye and ear develop as organs of perception, as senses for bodily processes, so does a man develop in himself soul and spiritual organs of perception through which the soul and spiritual worlds are opened to him. For those who do not have such higher senses, these worlds are dark and silent, just as the bodily world is dark and silent for a being without eyes and ears.”
― Rudolf Steiner, Theosophy: An Introduction to the Spiritual Processes in Human Life and in the Cosmos


Into the unknown for me…. Those can be some scary words. Well it could be, but I am all about running into the unknown. I have been talking to Spirit, some wild and crazy news is coming out. What will happen will change people forever, and there will be a lot of folks who will have a very hard time with it.

Life as we knew it will be very different, and no that is not a bad thing, but to some, it will feel that way.

Those who have gotten stuck in the ruts of life and look to a savior to save them will not be happy about what is to come of this time in our lives. There lies the problems, most have no idea that they are their own saviors. It saddens me that about 10 years ago I thought the same way. Pray for a savior to come and save thy! NOPE, that is not how that works. We save ourselves. God/Goddess gives us the tools to make the world the way we want. They give us the tools and fortitude to do what we want. It is up to our very self to do what needs to be done.  If you want to be saved you better start to listen inwardly!  The only person who is going to save you, is you! Is that such a bad thing?

It is hard for some to realize you came here to learn about diversity, conflict and no you are not owed a damn thing.  Your work is in what you put into yourself.  If you sit and wait then you sit and wait.  It all comes down to this.  YOU GET WHAT YOU GIVE!!

Life is about contact with the unknown, as I have found out there is more strength in me then I gave myself credit. 

I woke up this morning from a dream of new love, new beginnings, of like minded love.  There is more out there than we could ever want or need, it is up to the individual to take action and seek it out.  If you feel repressed, it is because you are creating that repression. If you feel like you are in a dead-end life, you are creating that dead-end life.  It is very simple, and yet hard for many to let go of the thought that there is an outside force that will come save you. 


We have been taught that all there is in life is circumstances. Nope, again you have been lied to.  There is way more going on in your life than the mere getting up, eating, and going to work, rinse and repeat.  But it is up to you to see and seek out the more that there is out there.  Again YOU GET WHAT YOU GIVE.  If you only give a little you get a little.  If you only want for just what you have you only get what you have.  It is very simple.  Yet, you have to take responsibility for your actions! Now, that is the hard part!!

Not many want to take the responsibility of being their own God/Goddess.  Yet, That is who you are.  You are so much bigger than you were taught! 

In a blink of and eye many would see what is happening in our world as a catastrophe.  Yet, for the awake it is a sign of change that has been needed for a very long time!!


You are a part of a great history to come about.  Life will change and it has too.  It will be a good thing for some and others it will seem like they awoke in a perpetual nightmare.  It is up to us who are awake to help guide those who are still sleepwalking. That doesn’t mean that you fight with them, but that you stand back and encourage.  There will be those who will fight for their limited beliefs.  Leave them to their limitations.  It means they are not ready for their awakening. 

As I wrote Yesterday, the individual is being born and it can be a hard birth. Allow those around you the time they need, BUT, Do NOT let them suck you back into a limited belief.  If you have to walk away from them than do so.  You must protect, honor, respect and love yourself at all times! 

In this time of change there will be rebellion there will be discord, there will even be destruction.  It is a good thing.  Even the tiny seed causes destruction to live.  It grows in the dark and then punches a hole in the earth, to find light, to breath, to be free to grow.

All living matter has its pain from growth.  Our world of people is growing from the repression that was pressed upon it.  

 The best way to fight tyranny is resistance!  Our own forefathers told us that! It is not about begging for our freedom or waiting until we are allowed to live life.  No man will get very far on his knees!! It is time to stand up and and take account of our own actions.

“What country before ever existed a century and half without a rebellion? And what country can preserve it’s liberties if their rulers are not warned from time to time that their people preserve the spirit of resistance? Let them take arms. The remedy is to set them right as to facts, pardon, and pacify them.” Quote from The Tree of Liberty

You must continue to grow, to create and help out our earthly time.  It is up to those who are awake to keep giving the strength our world needs.  Be around like-minded folks, and remember, YOU GET WHAT YOU GIVE!! Keep growing!

 “People should not be afraid of their governments. Governments should be afraid of their people.” V for Vendetta


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The extinction of the individual

My thought for the day.  As I keep an eye on what is going on around me, I notice one very prominent component in what is being played out.  There are no individuals anymore.  There are only masses.  Those who do try and be themselves are beaten and tortured until they succumb to the rights or the lefts of the world.

It reminds me of the KitKat bar commercial. Did they foretell that we would have this kind of subdivision??? If you are not for the left, then you will be removed and visa versa.  WHY?

Where has that rare and magnificent beast the individual gone?  Have we been so dummied down that we know not where we indeed come from?  I have for years preached that I am a spiritual being having an incredible journey as a human.  I feel as if I am all alone in this world that I live in.   If you are not of a group, be it of color, religion, working man/woman, political, vaccinated, or any other number of ways of being a mass, then you are frowned upon. WHY??

What happens to the individual dreams, cares, wants, and being? What happened to being of ones self, dream, achieving, and loving amongst the others in your life?  As I see it, there are not may such people out there like me.  Or there are so few that they like me have had to find a place of solitary existence.

What makes me sad is that as a spirit, I came here to live in a culture of differences, to experience the triggers of what others do and say.  But not lose myself in their behaviors or thoughts.  I came here to live in a free world where any dream and any desire was yours to try and do.  Yet the masses have given up their rights to these beautiful gifts and became lazy!  Those who would rather have everything given to them and not know how great it was to enjoy that time of living around others, watching them obtain their dreams, are genuinely lost!

Those who have lost their individuality follow the crowds and do things without a thought in their mind.  Some do as they are told, or there are the ones who tried to be themselves and got tired of the fight.  It is easy to follow the crowd to do what you are told. I guess? I could never stand to be told what to do.  I loved to be a free thinker and have discussions that made others uncomfortable.  I loved to be different!!

I come from an evil place, and I do believe that conforming to the masses is evil.  There is no room for individuality in a conforming world.  As I struggled to right, the wrongs did against me, I came out the other side very protective of myself.  I do not allow others to browbeat me into submission.  I stand in a place of hard love, and that love is my shield and sword.  I do draw lines in the sand, and I will fight for my individuality.  Not many do I see do the same.  Most start out strong, but when they fall weak, they allow the world to overcome them and fall back in line with the rest.   It takes dedication to oneself to reach a kind of nirvana of the true self.  Not many seem to be up to the task anymore.  I would say that is due to the drumming down of the spirit.  I was suppressed by my parents, school, medical, and religion.  In No way, were you meant to find the strength to stand tall and protect the individual!! That is a no-no in this age of the world.

Medicine and big pharma now control you.  The government is no longer ruled by the people; it has become cancer to the people.  There is no self; there are only the numbers in the masses.

I struggled with the wounds of the medical mafia and won by only a small margin.  I will have scares deeply embedded in my skin and soul.   There will never be another time they will get to do what they did to me.

As I watch the fear train that has been created in our society, I am saddened to see that there are very few who are of their own accord.  I do see those who are being prayed upon, paid, and feared to do terrible things to themselves and the rest of the world.  NO, where do I see the individual that is not beaten and taught to be submissive once more!  I know Social and mainstream media keeps us in a fear-based station in life.  The rare and magnificent individual is on the execution list!

I am becoming a very rare bred.  I will not go quietly into that night, but rise above and stand up to the masses of control.  I will not tire and give in to their fear.  I will stand up and be the spiritual being I am, and I will fight for my right to live as an INDIVIDUAL!! Who will find the courage to do the same?  Will you find that person that you lost so long ago, or will it be too late?

It starts at home, not with the masses! Take care of yourself and grow strong in your individuality!  Become that warrior and stand up to the tyranny of this world.  It is time to educate and acknowledge that there is a problem! Stand up, my fellow INDIVIDUALS!!

Beneath this mask, there is more than flesh Mr. Creedy. Beneath this mask, there is an idea. And ideas are bulletproof.  — V for Vendetta

“You will not be good teachers if you focus only on what you do and not upon who you are.”
― Rudolf Steiner


The boomerang effect

These days it feels like I am a boomerang; from hour to hour, there is so much information hitting me. I have no idea what to think or how to process it.  Life has a way of speeding up to warp speed.  Years can go by where not much happens, then in a blink of a moment, it seems like we hit a black hole and end up on the other side of a world we just didn’t know existed.

With all that is happening in the world at this time, I am finding myself diving deeper into my inner being.  I listen more to the inner voice that brings me feelings of peace in these conflicting times.  Oh, Do not get me wrong there are times I feel like I get sucked up into the tornados of emotions that wiz by from time to time.  It takes great effort at times to jump, dodge, roll, and twist out of the black, bleak emotions that come my way.  Some days I do pretty well others I get slammed to the ground and have to pick myself back up.

Some messages come my way that scare the living daylights out of me.  I have to crawl out of the anxiety-like a soldier coming out of a battlefield.  The thought of a dark presence that would love to see all die because of its nature to control. This is what bothers me.  There are those out there that only want to believe that this is the only life there is.  Some have disconnected from the very source that they came from.   How can one be so careless in their very existence to ever think that this is all there is??

As I speak more and more with Spirit I am reminded over and over that it is okay for me to feel the emotions of what I am reacting to.  But not to camp there, but to let these feelings flow like water.   It is easy to want to allow the monkey brain to take over and react to everything that is coming about. But why?  When I get back to that source where I came from, I can look from a spectators eyes, not from a belonging aspect. I do not need to belong to any group I am not of this world, I am but a visitor here to learn, to feel to share.  I am only here for a very brief moment.  It is hard for some to see this point of view.

Death is mourned, it is the end. But is it??  I do not believe in this theory; I never did.   I have always walked a different path.  I can look at the stars and feel longing and homesickness.

As Spirit has told me, there is so much more than what meets the eye.

The other day while walking in my yard, I found some beautiful barrel cactus blooming, we have had a drought this year, but the little rain we have had brought out some beautiful purple-pink flowers.  Even in the dried up weeds from the last year, life was still happening, and beautiful changes were happening under the death and decay.

There is life coming up from the ashes of this planademic, there are those awakening to more than the nine to five life that they had thought was life.  I am not of this world, but I am here to learn and to help it evolve.  I am not of the masses, but I am of one.  I am here to honor, respect, love, cherish, and take care of me first and foremost.  And as Spirit says, watch but do not absorb.

So as the world of emotions, and conflict wiz by, instead of being sucked up and boomeranged around, I chose to watch and see the evolutions happen.  Life has a way of surprising one who watches out of love!

“Some day, when I have grown sufficiently, I shall attain that which I am destined to attain,”
― Rudolf Steiner, How to Know Higher Worlds